Sometimes when I look at you, and you’re looking back at me, I can see something. This hint of something more, something you’re feeling but can’t say. When our eyes meet, it’s like we’re instantly connected. And I know no one catches it but me and you, they think they do but it’s so much more, but I like it that way. It’s like our own little secret, a place we go to when everything around us is crazy and we just need some semblance of normal. God, your eyes are gorgeous. There are times when I want nothing more than to look you in the eyes, cause it’s when we’re looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most.
Via Words & LyricsGoodbye tumblr :(
I’ll have to write my thoughts elsewhe since my internet is always down and my exams are coming up. Right after that is the holidays so I think I wont be using this till next year. I can’t wait for the holidays :)
24/09/2010 <3
this was the first day we met Baim, the first time we ate a frames! I love how we can talk to our common best friend and tell her the ups and downs of love, because we know it all, and we should, but we cant expect to get our own relationship perfect, but I know we’ll never give up :) im just writing this here so i can remember how I pushed you in the trolley :) sonia told simmren the next day how we’re cute together. And she is so right :)
Our first five days :)
I don’t think I’ve ever felt this sad when leaving you. This kind of pain is new to me. When we do finally move in, I never want to leave. In case you read this one day and forget, this was the first time i ended up spending 4 nights with you in a row and trust me it was heaven :) falling asleep beside you and waking up to your beautiful smile every morning! That’s the way life should be, that’s the way i want to spend every morning for the rest of my life, with my beautiful angel beside me :) to take care of me as I will take care of her. I could never hurt you love, your the best thing that has and will ever happen in my life and I’d be a fool not to see it
This Is Why I Love You <3
22/07/2010 - 00:55
You : Heeeeey :) is this ryan? I’m zaiti :)
Me : Owh. yeah its me. Hey Zaiti :) told you i’d text you!
You : Haha :D I know you would ;) miss me yet? ;)
Me : Of course i do! I would’ve texted you sooner, but i didn’t wanna look desperate :)
You : Haha :D I wouldn’t think of it that way :) that’s just no nice of me :) so what chaa doing?
Me : Owh, I’m just in bed, texting this awesome girl :) what about you?
You : Why do you like to copy me? :P well except for me, I’m texting this guy which is totally wickedly awesome :D
Me : Wickedly? Damn, erh.. I’m sure he’s not THAT awesome! You’re better of just texting me :D those other jerks are no good for you!
How could you be so sure of that? ;) you got an awesome girl right? So you know, you should have just texted me, but pffft. As if i’m your type :/
Me : I am texting you :) and trust me, I’m REALLY enjoying it :) but hey, you can’t say that about yourself :/ you don’t even know what my type is!
Awww :) you’re just being sweet :P *blushing* pfft, comeon, a guy like you wouldn’t even look at me :(
Me : What? Are you kidding me? Zaiti you are beautiful :) I would love to look at you :)
You : Awww :) *gosh ! I’m falling for him :DDDD * thank you :)
Me : Aww, you don’t have to THANK me :P its the truth :) *she’s so cute when she’s happy :) i wish i could make her feel like this forever!
You : *oh why does he have to be so dreamy :D lalalalalalalala :D* ermm, you’re not sleepy?
Me : Truth is i was, but now i’ve got a reason to stay up :) suddenly i dont feel sleepy anymore! I guess i have you to thank for that :)
You : Awww :) you don’t have to think me either :) its nothing laaah :) *oh my, I’m getting tired from the crying’s -..-“
Me : If you’re feeling tired, you can go to bed and we can text another night :) truth is your the awesome girl, you always have been :)
I wish we still had our first texts :/ i would read them over and over again :)
Any mistakes in here, aren’t MY fault :) these were EXACTLY what we wrote :)
You Made My Day … … . AGAIN! :)
Thank you for coming down to visit me :’) I know it wasn’t easy, ESPECIALLY with mommy being such a pain today :) I really enjoyed our time today, from playing with my marker at starbucks to running around for a cab. I really missed you and it was an AWFUL day, but you made it worth it. There was a beautiful sunrise on the way home, I only wish we could have shared it longer. Oh oh! and not forgetting the dinosaur/horse cloud you saw :)
Doesnt this just remind you of how nice just sitting by the river was? :)
I can’t wait to go to the beach with you sayanggg, and watch the sunset.
And For A Second, Everything Was Perfect
Thank you sayang, thank you for being in my life, thank you for loving me, thank you for being mine and thank you for today :) I already miss the moment we shared there. It was simple yet it felt SO magical. I miss planning our future and running around with you half naked :D I hope one day we can revisit that place and look back on everything that happened today :)
We deserved today <3
17/07/10
I dont know really where to start. From introducing you to andrea, michelle and everyone else (THEY ALL LOVE YOU!) to making fun of you with the cinema door :) then proposing to you in front of the fountain under the stars with the new ring engraved with our names <3 the romantic talk in the cab ride back and going home entertaining guests feeling like a real family and finally, falling asleep in each others arms. I LOVE YOU BABYBOO!!
